melicious_intent

2006-06-13T21:33:00.000+07:00

i am going to see coldplay this july.

i am going to see coldplay in singapore this july.

i bought a S$174 ticket to see coldplay in singapore.

am i outta my mind?

not even close. if radiohead decides to have a gig in singapore this year, come rain nor storm.. i bloody will get the money to see them!!!

you know why i decided to go see coldplay at the last minute? because i've decided to not care about the future while i am still in college. i will have my fun , with no worries, i'll do whatever i want then, when i've graduate i will start living in the real world, but, at the mean time...please let me enjoy having fun and freedom in this life.

the other side of the moon

2006-02-12T01:17:00.000+07:00

My cousin's wedding was a week ago.

And about a few days after that i saw a thread in a forum which addy would not be name, talking about her, and her husband.

I respect people's opinion, but, there comes a time when you know, that you're calling names just because of boredom.

Calling people ugly,stupid and a bimbo are one of that situation.

I talked about people, yes. on a daily basis, as a matter of fact. But, i always try to talk about their vices steering clear of their pyhsical apperances.

It hurts me when people talk shit about someone who is very close to me, someone who i am related to.

Gue ngerasa, yang paling berhak untuk ngejudge that person is me, her family, her friends. not some people over the internet, who up till now, does not have the good fortune to be able to meet her.

Gue yang berhak bilang dia bego karena memilih suatu pilihan, orang tua dia yang berhak untuk bilang dia jelek.

It hurts. Banget, and i'm not the one who's being made fun off.

The Lady from Shanghai

2006-01-18T13:47:00.000+07:00

Nicole Kidman's going to star in a Wong Kar Wai movie.

Such exciting news. Would she able to handle WKW shooting methods though? ITMFL took 5 years in the making, 2046 took 4 years.

But, she worked with Stanley Kubrick (RIP) before, and their methods are kinda the same (e.g long shooting period)

Would she be able to do it without a script though? which is the typical WKW- making movies -MO.

But she's such a brilliant actress. I'm sure she could handle it.

The thing that got me worried the most is, Christopher Doyle's gonna be absent in this movie.

This is a first (i think) .

WKW and Doyle is just like Merchant-Ivory. Lennon-McCartney.

Hope the new Cinematographer can undrstand the "wkw's logic".

Oooh I cannot wait for this movie to com out. And it's not even started shooting yet.

angst-ridden post.

2006-01-14T15:51:00.000+07:00

i just don't understand people. or perhaps, i'm just a bit to sensitive? but naah, people can be out of line with words sometimes.

would it be okay if sometimes i tell you that you're an anal, lonely, middle aged professor, that couldn't even get S3 for these last 6 years or so, Uti? Even though your former student, who is , perhaps, 20 years your junior, is already a professor.

I think not.

So shut your goddamn peep-hole!Please.

The Moon is filled with blood tonight.

2006-01-12T21:15:00.000+07:00

Schools to Give Menstrual Leave From March
All Korean schools will introduce menstrual leave in March, allowing female students to take a day off during their period starting.
So far schools have not accepted menstrual pains as a legitimate cause for staying away from school, or have done so only in severe cases where it can be classified as illness.
The idea is controversial because of potential abuse by students. Few leading developed countries have such a program.
The Ministry of Education said Thursday girls will be able to take a day off during their periods from the start of the new semester provided they have consent from the principal “to protect their human rights”. The announcement comes in response to a recommendation from the National Human Rights Commission.
The rule does not apply to teachers. A high school teacher in Seoul said menstrual leave was well intended but was out of touch with reality and could give students a way of skipping class when they feel like it. Han Jae-gap, a spokesman for Korean Federation of Teachers Associations, said menstrual leave could raise controversy over test scores in coed schools as it allows students to take a day off even on test days. He called it “irresponsible” to leave it up schools how they deal with the side effects.

Me want this. NOW. THIS INSTANT.

Rain in the summer

2005-12-24T21:12:00.000+07:00

Kenapa yah?
It's been almost 2 years, and it seems like we still have issues.
kayaknya kita berdua seneng banget ngedrag each other on this emotional blackmail thing.
kita kayak always find a relief in it.
That way, we know the feelings between us haven't changed.
At least for me it is.
You're using her trying to get a reaction from me, and i'm doing the exact same thing.
aren't you fed up with all these crap?

it's fuckin tiring.

a show about people talking about nothing while doing nothing.

2005-12-18T22:20:00.000+07:00

from George Costanza to God's ears :

"The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. I mean life is tough. It takes up a lot of time. What do you get at the end of it? A death. What's that, a bonus? I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you go live in an old age home. You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension, then, when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, and you get ready for High School. You go to Primary School, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back, you spend your last 9 months floating with luxuries like central heating, spa, room service on tap, then you finish it off as an orgasm! Amen."

I miss Seinfeld.Sniff.

Monsieur Talento.

2005-12-18T21:10:00.000+07:00

Ladies and Gentlemen i give you the disgustingly talented brain that is Quentin Tarantino. taken from his masterpiece, Reservoir Dogs :

Mr. Brown: O.K., let me tell you what Like a Virgin's about. It's all about this cooze who's a regular **** machine, I'm talking morning, day, night, afternoon, dick, dick, dick, dick, dick, dick, dick, dick, dick.

Mr. Blue: How many dicks is that?

Mr. White: A lot.

Mr. Brown: Then one day she meets this John Holmes **** and it's like, whoa baby, I mean this cat is like Charles Bronson in the Great Escape, he's digging tunnels. Now, she's gettin' the serious dick action and she's feeling something she ain't felt since forever. Pain. Pain. It hurts her. It shouldn't hurt her, you know her pussy should be Bubble Yum by now, but when this cat ****s her it hurts. It hurts just like it did the first time. You see the pain is reminding a **** machine what it once was like to be a virgin. Hence, "Like a virgin."

frankly my dear, i don't give a damn.

2005-12-18T20:47:00.000+07:00

my farts are so freakin nasty smelling today.

WTH is up with my farts today???

on a side note, tsumabuki satoshi is sex on legs.

The Hell..?

2005-12-15T15:07:00.000+07:00

People can be a little over dramatic when it comes to certain things.

Kayak Pics yang udah dimanip by an indo guy studying in Melbourne.

intinya ni cowok memanip foto2 jadinya SBY,Surya Paloh and a few other famous people in a very uncompromising position.

tapi,keliatan buanget gitu dimanipnyaaa... and you know it was done in good humour.

Kenapa polisi sini panas?

kok pake jadi tersangka segala?kalo mang org yg dimanip difoto sakit ati,khan udah beres,tuh cowok udah ngapus foto2nya dr blog dia.

tapi gue juga ga ngerti sih napa musti ampe marah yg dimanip fotonya.

org2 itu ga pernah liat www.jibjab.com yah?

Dick Cheney,Dubya,Tony Blair,Saddam Hussein ma Clinton disana lebih parah lagi dibikinnya!!
pake parodi en nyanyi2 segala pula!!!

and it's not just on jibjab!!!many other sites do it.

it's like a comic strip in a newspaper,but now,it's on the internet.

c'mon lighten up!!!!

it's not a big deal.... it's called political satire!!!

kapan2 liat Saturday Night Live,Late Night w/ Conan O'Brien,Politically Incorrect...heck...di Extravaganza juga selebritis pada diledek2in!!

Masalah yang ga perlu dibesar2in malah dibikin kayak the end of the world!!!!!!

And then there was an octopus.

2005-12-14T15:18:00.000+07:00

Because Jiffest just screened Old Boy for the first time in Indonesia, i thought i'll go down memory lane.remembering what it was like to see it for the first time myself.

I saw Old Boy middle of last year,i distinctively remembered the buzz it generated from all the movie sites and forums that i was apart of.

That was what made me extremely curious to see it, the first time.

I finally DL-ed it (for ages-lol).the DVD weren't available until early this year.

Old Boy is........an experience.

that's the simplest way to explain this movie.

The basic setup and title of the movie are derived from Tsuchiya Garon and Minegishi Nobuaki's Japanese comic, but the plot, characters and everything else have been completely re-worked.

The movie blows away the ijime-obsessed faux-existentialist machismo of the original and instead plunges into the themes far more universally resonant, as ancient as the scarred bones interred in our ancestral tombs: the unrequited (and unrequitable) love and the Biblical suffering that such a love brings to the hapless, hypocritical animals that we are.

The movie tells a story of a grumpy business man with a wife and a toddler daughter,who is kidnapped by a bunch of gangsters.Turns out they operate a private prison,and someone has paid them a huge amount of money to incarcerate him.

This is a dark revenge tale of a man who is hellbent on finding out why he was imprisoned in a windowless apartement for the past 15 years and who it was that killed his family.

The main character,played by Choi Min Shik(Failan,Shiri),for me, are a blend of the Lee Marvin-like taciturn heroics of a seventies crime thriller to the spectacular implosion of a broken man, pitifully wailing and literally licking the shoes of his enemy, and everything in between.

another cast who gave an extremely powerful performance,was Kang Hye Jung(Welcome to Dongmakgol). She potrayed her character with a subtlety(sp?),at times dangerously sexy and achingly vulnerable.

The directing itself.Wheew.

I could probably compile a book analyzing every shot technique that were used in this movie.There is something ingenious, interesting or at the very least eye-catching in practically every shot of the film.

Old Boy is not everyone's cup of tea,for sure.

with the violence,and perhaps,its arrogantly artistic way of presenting the story,would,no doubt,turn off some people.

But,that's the beauty of this movie.

It truly is,perhaps, one of the most beautifuly done cinematic experience for the last 5 years.

P.S:
If you want to watch other great movies,i recommend:
Korean:
Friend(Chingu)
JSA(Joint Security Area)
Sympathy for Ms.Vengeance
Welcome to Dongmakgol
Memories of Murder
Oasis
Peppermint Candy
The President's Last Bang
Barking Dogs never Bite
Take Care of My Cat
Save The Green Planet
A Tale of Two Sisters

China/HK/TW:
Once Upon a Time in China saga
Farewell My Concubine
Days of Being Wild
Happy Together
Chungking Express
In The Mood For love
2046
all of Stephen Chow's Movies
Raise the Red Lantern
Flowers of Shanghai
Hero
3 Times

Japan:
Casshern
All of Akira Kurosawa's movies
every animes that Studio Ghibli has ever done
Twilight Samurai (The Samurai Trilogy)
Ring
Crying Out Love,in The Center of The World

The Globes

2005-12-13T22:42:00.000+07:00

Eeeekk...The Promise's nominated for best foreign movie...and Kungfu Hustle too!!! Chen Kaige,this movie better be worth it!!!

Damn,The Producers...Capote...Scrubs...Curb Your Enthusiasm...The Office..damndamndamn cannot wait for January 16th to come!!!!

The only way up is down.

2005-12-01T13:20:00.000+07:00

I don't understand why people are so ready to put all the blame on Soeharto for all this country's misery?

G tau it's partly his faults,tapi diliat juga kek,he also did so much for this country.

he ruled this country for 30-odd years with an iron fist,true,but,pembangunan selama ini juga ga bisa tanpa dia.

Soekarno?maen cewek ma beli lukisan terus kerjaannya,NASAKOM?get real..load of crap of good it has given us!!!

orang-orang kebanyakan ngeliatnya black and white banget yah!!!kayak lupa ajah dia dulu tuh pernah berbuat apa buat kemajuan ni negara.

Oooh,dia emang perlu dibawa ke pengadilan,tapi mboknya take into account his triumphs and achievements juga.

sekarang kayaknya tiap kebijaksanaan yang pernah dia lakuin,semuanya dibilang salah,semua yang pernah dia kerjain,ga ada yg bener,kayak dicoreng ajah namanya sebagai a bad person.

emang dia lucifer?

he's not hitler,y'know!!!

he's not even mussolini!!!

sebel gue,sekarang sapa yang bias?sapa yang prejudice?who's being a snob now,huh?

I HAVE PMS AND AM ON CRACK.

2005-11-25T09:02:00.000+07:00

Aduhh...

you subtitle people at O channel...

mbok e... kalo ngetranslate tuh yg bener, kalo ga tau artinya apa, look it up di dictionary,ke google,ato apa kek.

perasaan yg kerja disana pada fasih english yah...si karina ituh bknnya dulu di nyc yah?

minta tolong dia kek.

kayak di 20 hottest women in music,

pas segmennya debby harry ,org yg ngomong lg ngomongin soal velvet underground kok diterjemahin jadi kegelapan,bawah tanah??? VELVET UNDERGROUND TUH BAND !!!! tolong yah....Tau Lou Reed ga? yg nyanyi just a perfect day? lagu di transpotting pas si ewan mcgregor sakau,en dibawa ke RS pake taksi? Lou Reed tuh dulu di VELVET UNDERGROUND!!!!

terus, Christie Brinkley ditranslatenya jadi chrissie hongky?????apaan seeeehhh????

tolong yah.. send them back to English and Pop Culture 101 please....

Edited- but, on the other hand, i was pleasantly surprise just now, watched a documentary about same sex marriage in TVRI,and the subtitling was perfect. tata bahasanya , ngetranslatenya,bagus banget. rapih gitu subtitlenya.

La Vie Boheme....

2005-11-24T16:23:00.000+07:00

RENT is out!!!! YAY!!!!

Adam Pascal,Taye Diggs and the almost-whole original stage cast are in it!!!

YAY..YAY..YAY...

did i mention YAY,yet?

God tells you to.. SHUT UP!

2005-11-23T10:25:00.001+07:00

Baru liat a special "MTV'S Staying Alive" presentation.

a summit with young people from countries that are greatly affected by the HIV-Aids pandemic.

One of the panelists was a Cardinal from one of the African countries.

G tau kalo the catholic church doesn't promote the use of condoms. Tetep aja gue ga ngerti setelah semua yang sudah terjadi all the statistics and facts yang sudah tersedia, mereka tetep ajah don't want to bug off their stands.

And i know, ini bkn hanya pendapat the catholic church aja. muslim2 juga kayak gitu.

Aneh.

kenapa yah,orang-orang yg seemed to know all that is good and bad in the world,and in religions, ga bisa ngeliat all the facts.

almost all of the young people in the world has sex. excluding a very few minorities (i.e me) .

Kenapa ga diajarin sex-ed yang bener? and i'm not talking about where do babies come from!

kasi tau kek soal sex diseases, apa yang akan terjadi kalo lo practice unsafe sex, ajarin soal gimana cara make kondom, ngedapetin birth-control pills darimana aja. Kalo lo dah terjangkit penyakit sex ato hamil, lo musti ngapain, options apa aja yg lo bisa lakuin, kalo lo ngerasa belum mampu untuk ngurus seorang bayi, kasitau kek kalo lo tuh bisa kasih buat adopsi, lo bisa aborsi.

kasi tau juga walaupun lo pake kondom ato birth-control pills, bukan brarti lo immune from all of those things, there are still chances that you would still get them.

Orang -orang yang ga tau tuh mustinya diajarin, dieducated. bukan dinasehatin,bkn didakwahin.

Lo ngedakwah apa gunanya? tetep aja org akan ngelakuin, malah akan lebih parah,ngelakuin secara bebas, karna mereka ga ada info yg bener,karna semua hal itu is something you're not supposed to talk about. it's taboo.

gue tuh rasanya pengen ngumpulin semua pendeta,pastur,pandita,ulama,semua a'a..

mo gue teriakin "jgn mimpi. this is the real world.belajar dong!!!!jg ngepreach soal surga ajah!!! kita skrg idup didunia!!!kasitau dong gimana cara bisa idup baik dan jujur di sini!!!!kalo soal nanti disurga, itu mah kita sendiri ajah yg ngurusin!!!mo kita msk neraka ato surga,lo ga usah pikiran!!"

Kadang2 gue suka berpikiran su-uzon,semua penasehat agama tuh sebetulnya tolol.

giliran nanya soal hidup, soal seks, jawabannya kayak langsung condemn gitu.

"seks diluar nikah itu tidak boleh,minum itu tidak boleh!"

ditanya kenapa, jawabannya"cause it said so in the qur'an/bible/etc".

mboknya jawab kek, kalo ditanya soal seks,"kalian tau ga knapa seks ga boleh taken for granted?why u can't have unsafe sex? karena resiko terjangkit penyakit seperti HIV/AIDS sangat tinggi!kalian juga bisa hamil,which i know, you young people are not yet prepared for.!!"

jawabnya tuh pake common sense donk!!!jg nakutin!!!!

Terus giliran cerita soal org2 (yg gue rasa rata2 fiktif) yg terjangkit aids,hamil di luar nikah, bagaimana menderitanya dia,bagaimana dikecamnya disociety.

cara ceritanya langsung kayak ngerendahin tuh orang, which i fuckin hate. pasti akan selalu ada ngomong gini "itu karena dia tidak mengikuti ajaran agama,you see what god do to people who doesn't abide his rules?"

KISS MY FUCKIN ARSE YOU SORBAN WEARING HATEFUL,GREEDY SO CALLED WISE-FUCKING MEN!!!

Lo ngerasa lo tuh adil,padahal lo tuh org2 ter-bias diantara kita,paling ga open minded, yg lo pikirin tuh gimana caranya msk sorga doang,padahal lo msh hidup disini.didunia. cuman bisa zikir, sholat,baca al quran 24 jam. ketemunya ma santri2 doang, choir boys,etc. ga pernah mau buka mata lo, everything is not as black and white as it seemed.

There are lots of grey areas.

FYI, g bukan atheis, g org beragama, i believe in god,sins,pahala, and the whole crap.

g percaya ada surga dan neraka,g percaya semua yg g lakuin selama ini bakal ditimbang pada saatnya nanti.

but that's just it. all that i've done, all the sins that i've done and will do,semuanya tanggung jawab gue, bukan lo, bukan temen2 gue, tapi g yg tanggung jawab.

g ga percaya kalo org yg ga beragama, brarti don't know the difference between what is right and what is wrong.

ini semua tergantung dari intelligence and common sense kita masing2. walaupun kita udah tau that it's wrong, it's up to us whether we'd do it or not.

Makanya gue ga pernah mendapat kepuasan dalam mendengarkan para pemimpin agama berbicara dan berdakwah.

Karena menurut gue, apa yang mereka omongin, ga ada substance sama sekali sama yang gue tanyakan,yg gue cari.

Dari A'A Gym, A'a yg laen, pendeta2 yg suka ada di rcti tiap minggu, they all are preaching one bullshit after another.

ngomong kayak ga idup didunia ajah, ga relevan sama masalah2 yg ada. setiap topik selalu balik ke ayat2 yg ada di kitab masing2. ga pake logika kalo ngomong, kayak semua masalah bisa diselesaikan dengan solat/ikut misa,baca alquran/injil dan bertobat.

ga ada clergys (at least here) yg kyknya bisa diajak diskusi. g bisa ngebayangin kalo mereka ditawarin writing an op-ed column in some newspaper, apa yg bakal mereka tulis (i.e ; "God condemn this, according to God, The prophets says...").

p.s : untuk istrinya A'A Gym.. walopun i know you perhaps in a million years wouldn't even know this blog exist, bisa ga lo punya opini sendiri aja? topik apa aja deh, istri musih masak kek, tentang ngasuh anak kek, bisa ga sama ga sih pendapatnya?don't be a doormat, i know you're much intelligent than that.

Morons

2005-11-18T16:21:00.000+07:00

Gue sekarang lagi liat acara infotainment yang ada di tv swasta paling tua di Indonesia berinisial C&R..(Ok. it's Cek&Ricek-red).

Dan gue ga pernah bisa ngerti kenapa orang seenaknya minimin kata2,padahal kalo diminimin artinya ga sama dengan apa yang mo dimaksud.

Contoh yah, tadi lagi ada segmen soal Mike Indonesian Idol,terus naratornya ngomong gini,"Untuk menjadi seorang Entertain,Mike...".

Sekarang gue tanya ke lo semua...Entertain tuh apa artinya? memberikan pertunjukan khan...mustinya dipake kayak gini khan..to entertain someone...iya toh?bener ga gue?kenapa jadinya dimasukin kekalimat aneh kayak gitu????

mustinya khan kayak gini..."Untuk menjadi seorang ENTERTAINER,Mike...." Sumpah!!dablek semuaaaaa...

terus g kira reporter yah yg dablek,ternyata artis juga ada yg dablek ..si leony bikin statement gini .."karena saya kerja di dunia entertain" APAAAN SEEH? DUNIA ENTERTAIN TUH APAAN?DUNIA ENTERTAINMENT MAKSUD LOOO?

Gila GEMESS BANGET GUE..KALO GA BISA BAHASA INGGRIS...PAKE BAHASA INDONESIA AJAAAHHH!!!

Yes..i am a snob...i look down at people.

"I make a film in the same manner in which i live a dream.."

2005-11-17T11:33:00.000+07:00

Aargghh gilaa.. Grave of the Fireflies mo dibikin versi orangnyaa... ga beneran mewek gue nanti!!! animenya ajah g ampir mewek gila2an!!! ( the special word being... "ampir" lol) .

such a sweetsweet torture!!! =P.

Speaking of movies, the Truman Capote movie has come out (in the U.S that is) can't wait to get my hands on the DVD. Am planning to watch Harry Potter this saturday, don't care if it's alone or with companions, cause a certain best friend of mine (that's you Aldi!!) went ahead and cheated on me and saw it last night....TRAITOR!!! am not speaking to him till i see this bloody movie!!

Saw the Trailer of Chen Kaige's The Promise (Wu Jin). The Special FX was unbelievable,and the fight scenes was great,but, seeing Jang Dong Gun running was a bit cheesy. kinda like Kungfu Hustle, that's the only thing that ticks me off in the storyline, just doesn't seem to fit with the grandeur of this project. i know i have really high expectations on this movie, and on Chen Kaige himself, it's just that after Farewell to My Concubine,every other movies that he has done just can't beat it. I'm just hoping that i'm not setting myself up for a let down,later.

In honor of the release of WKW new movie,Eros,I held a marathon of his movies last friday for... me!! LOL.

The first one i saw is Days of being Wild,followed by Happy Together, which always has a special place in my heart,because that's when i started noticing this charismatic actor by the name of Tony Leung (and Leslie Cheung [R.I.P]). After that, i watched 2046.

What?2046 before ITMFL?-That's what you're gonna ask right?
Iknowiknow... but i have a good excuse for that. In The Mood For Love is a masterpiece, way up there with Michelangelo's David. Have got to save the very best for the very last,right?

So..Anyway, i watched it the last. that was the first time i saw the movie after about 5-6 months. And,the impact is still the same.It's like i was seeing it for the very first time.I knew what the next scene was gonna be,but still,Tony and Maggie just sucks the life out of you with their performances.

The movie is just..repressed. could i say it?would it be the right word to explain?

The acting, sceneries,music,wardrobe,they're all very understated, to the point of being very suppressed.

But,somehow,all of these things put together,makes those undramatic elements be a very dramatic whole(sorry,i can't seem to be eloquent with words right now).

I've read and heard alot of people say that this movie just feels right and makes you feel wrong at the same time. And, it's true. This movie makes you feel. Feel the lowest of lows and the highest of highs.By the end of the movie you'd be caught in a dazed. it takes you on an emotional rollercoaster,that the characters are also in.

And Tony Leung, what can i possibly say about his performance,that millions other has probably said.

He just sucks you in.It's like the character is him.you're not allowed to doubt for one moment that it's just a character in the movie,it's him.

It makes me angry that he's still in these rubbish HongKong movies!!! he should only act in movies by WKW,Chen Kaige,Kim Ki Duk,Federico Fellini (R.I.P), Akira Kurosawa(R.I.P) , etc.

Yeah, i know,i'm a snob like that.

when people just need to shut up!!

2005-10-02T16:45:00.000+07:00

HEY KETUA FPI!!!!

MULUT LO TUH BISA DISTEPEL GA SEECH?

COMMENTS LO TUH GA PERNAH ADA MEANING EN MUTU!!!

KALO LO SUKA BANGET MA HUKUM ISLAM ABSOLUT PINDAH WN AJAH JADI ARAB SAUDI..I BET YOU'LL FEEL VERY LIBERATED THERE!!!

ANEH...DASAR MUSLIM GILAAA...BANYAK PENGIKUTNYA PULA!!!!KENAPA GA KELOMPOK2 KAYAK LO AJAH SIH DIBOM!!!...DUNIA BISA JADI LEBI DAMAI TANPA ADA MONYET-MONYET KAYAK LO....MUDAH2AN LO MSK NERAKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUSLIM TAI LOO!!!!

Crying out love, In the center of the world.

2005-07-22T09:22:00.000+07:00

I'm a graduate now.
A Diploma graduate in Broadcasting , to be exact.
That means, that i am know, basically, unemployed.
Nothing to do to fill up my days, unless i can find work immediately.
I don't know what i'm feeling, sometimes i feel happy, other times i just feel, empty.
Something's amiss, that's for sure.

Should i stay or should i go?

2005-05-24T10:47:00.000+07:00

Sigur Ros Live in Brisbane.

August 2005.

Damnit!!!!!!!

I wanna goooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!

Mat's offer me his place to crash. but my mom would have my head cut off if i stay in his house.

C'mon brains...thinkthinkthinkhtinkthink!!!

what the hell should i say to the parental unit?

Or maybe, i could just stay at Best Western? But.. too expensive lah.....

Aaaarghhh...confusions..confusions..!!!

The stupidity of men.

2005-05-24T10:43:00.000+07:00

Why do men prefer to marry virgins?
They cannot handle criticism.

What is the similarity between a microwave oven and a man?
They both get hot in 15 seconds.

Why does it take one million sprems to fertilize one egg?
Because sperm are male and they refuse to ask directions.

What is the simliarity between a video recorder and a man?
They go forwards, backwards, forwards, backwards, stop and eject.

What do you call an attractive intelligent and sensitive man?
A rumour

Chicas in the house.

2005-05-13T08:20:00.000+07:00

Boys , listen up....

The Chicas has raised our voices , these are what we want :

We believe in falling in love and staying there.

We believe in candlelight, scented baths, cooking dinner for your lover and getting your own way with the judicious use of sensual massage.

We believe that we should take every opportunity to show our affection, not just once a year.

We believe that a fluffy toy is not a good way to demonstrate your feelings to anyone over the age of nine.

We believe in chocolate truffles, pink champagne, perfume and red roses.

We do not believe in bunches of flowers purchased at the last minute from a petrol station.

We believe in love spells, romantic poems, sentimental songs and dancing cheek to cheek.

We also believe in long weekends to Paris, Rome, Brighton, Reykjavik, Marrakech and Buenos Aires.

We believe that money can't buy you love, but that does not give you an excuse for being a skinflint and neglecting to buy a decent present.

We believe in love.

a message yet to be written...

2005-04-18T22:24:00.000+07:00

A fine line between what is real and what is not.
Between the past and the future.
Between ignorance and confusion.
Between hopelessness and pessimism.
Between innocence and stupidity.
Between hate and jealousy.
Between lust and loneliness.
Between you and i.
Between today and tomorrow.
Beyond reality and dreams.
Beyond your pain and mine.

BEHIND STRENGTH AND AMONGST LOVE.

"Pick your favorite and vote"

2005-04-13T15:54:00.001+07:00

Aaaarrrghhh Anwar..why do you have to pick another slow song again?!? O.o

pick something upbeat would ya?

your voice was great today, but..it's getting a bit boring don't cha think?singing sad songs every week?

Constantine...my oh my you gave me a surprise today..you were actually quite good!! O.o

Just GOD please... let the Americans be smarter this week, or at least... a lot more smarter then they were when they kicked Niko out!!!...let Anthony Fedorov/Scott go..please just kick one of those talentless jerks' asses off the American Idol stage!!!

Just when i can't afford to eat anymore junk food...

2005-04-11T21:10:00.000+07:00

saw kelly osbourne on tv eating an in'n'out double cheeseburger with fries!!!

Goddamnit!!!!!the gods are soooo cruel to me!!!!

WTF does in'n'out not open up here?!?

Drama..drama..drama

2005-04-07T19:45:00.000+07:00

Mood : Blissfully Frustrated

Anyway....

Last Monday ,April 4th 2005 was a day i won't forget.

Picked up one of the most desirable men in Jakarta.. Mr. FB.

Right in front of his house, my car tire "kempes" and he helped me with it.

And thank the lord for creating muscles, he was flexing it like no tomorrow while i was chrouching in front of him!!! O.o

After he fixed the tire of my car, then, he offered to drive us to campus.

O.o is there such thing as a perfect man? have i found him at last?

On the way there... we all talked.. and i was in the front with him...

And i know that he always talked to people looking at them straight in the eye..

Gile... Jiper gue.... everytime we talked... diliat ajah mata gue ...

Musti yah kayak gitu ,Mas????

Man oh man... mana orientasi idupnya kayak gue lagi.. make lots of money but in a very laid back style!!!!

Yeah.. this is customer service...How may i help you?

2005-04-05T22:34:00.000+07:00

i'm gonna vent in indo.. i suggest you get a translation from babelfish or something.

SUmpeh yeh.. customer service kita emang kayak tai semuanya!!!

ga berguna.. bisanya say stupid things without actually solving the problem!

gue disuruh tunggu, kalo msh ga bener baru nilpun lagi. Nah giliran gue tilpun lg.. they don't know bout the problem!!! gue jadi musti start all over again buat ngejelasin.. don't you have a fuckin PC there yg ada segala tetek bengeknya soal keluhan yg masuk?!?

Sumpah.. seneng banget ngeliat org susah!!!!

The Story of Charles and Diana.. and Camilla.

2005-04-01T22:15:00.000+07:00

This next random thought is going to be about the british royal family, please refrain from puking if this does not interest you... proceed to scroll down on my previous posts.

For the past few weeks, the hot topic in a board that i frequent on was about the upcoming wedding between Charles and Camilla, or should i say HRH Prince of Wales and Camilla Parker - Bowles?

Aaaahh..forget it..like i give a damn!

so anyway... i've always believe that i am a rational person, and honestly, i've never been enamoured to Diana, like millions of others do (Honestly...is there such thing as a perfect person?!?)... and always thought Charlie was a bit of a coward , good person at heart.. but still is..a coward.
But, gotta tell you... the comments that people threw about Camilla.. just get on my fuckin nerve!!!

Goddamnit..surely no such evil person exist?!?
I mean for god's sakes, it's been ages. i was not even born yet when the whole screwed up thing happened.

Even their own freakin families has moved on.

And the reason people kept throwing on why they hate on the couple soo much was because.. The Royal Family still has alot of countries and terrritories as their subjects. And it would ruin the relationship if the couple decided to be married.

Don't really care much about this kind of things, but, gotta ask this, honestly... do you really thnk, it would make much difference if Charlie would be king or not? especially on this day and age?
I mean, the royal families really don't have much say on such matter pertaining their homeland/countries.

They don't even vote.
They're there just as a symbol of their own countries.

people should just worry about stupid things that has been goin in their lives, not about what would happen to the british monarchy when the two Cs tie the knot.

they're already in ruin , after all.. you think The Osbournes are a prime example of a dysfunctional family?

Haven't check out the British Royal Family have ya?

BOYS WILL BE BOYS.

2005-03-29T10:22:00.000+07:00

Guys are just plain stupid.

I thought it was just me , but i was talking with a girl friend of mine last night, and we basically have the same perception.

They seemed to have the intense need to tell very lousy lies.

They come up with the most laughable excuses ever.

I mean, if you want to lie.. at least put some effort into the story telling.

Don't make up shit that are basically...SHIT.

"Oooh i'm sorry.. i fell asleep and my cellphone was in my jeans pocket ..so..."

WTF?!?

For a guy who is an insomniac ..and to have a cellphone that is ringing in your pockets, but, you still didn't hear it?

i could tell that lie a mile away mate!

Why can't you all be like us girls..

Be creative in lying.

thought it all out beforehand.

make sure that any holes to your excuses could easily be rectify.

The x Factor.

2005-03-25T10:22:00.000+07:00

For the past month..my ex has been sending me sms and calling me.

not Dhani mind you, the guy before Dhani, Giri.

And when a girl don't have anyone at the moment.. it's alright to have fun right?
but, the thing that really ticked me off about him, is that, the way he always asking qs that more or less merembet ke things in the past and cheesy stuff.

i dated him back in 2002. for a month.. you know,the guys that you dated because you liked them but have no deep feelings whatsoever?

He's that guy.

And i basically broke things off after a month, cause it was really quick. we were introduced by my friend and a week after that..*Bam* we're dating.

2 weeks into the relationship i was like WTF???

WHAT DID I GET MYSELF INTO?

I knew he liked to drink.. but i didn't know the extent of that habit.slowly , i began to realize.. everytime he calls me..he's always out with his friends day and night, drinking playing cards.

i was like.. *damn, not what i thought* i became very turn off of him based on that.

if it's just casual drinking it's perfectly fine.. but it's not.

Anyway.. fastforward 3 years later,, and here we are.

i kinda like doing the flirting back and forth.. but, he's just moving way too fast for my liking...Dang...!!!

Abnormally Normal.

2005-03-25T10:17:00.000+07:00

So.. I guess i'm basically a schizoid avoidant type of person?

Personality Disorder Test Results

Paranoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Schizoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Schizotypal	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Antisocial	\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Borderline	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%
Narcissistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Dependent	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Obsessive-Compulsive	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%

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Guilty Pleasure...

2005-03-24T11:54:00.000+07:00

I'm completely in love with this man right here:

Jang Dong Gun.

He's acting is so and so...but i dunno... he's handsome lah.

His movies are also mediocre at best.. except for Chingu (Friend) That was good.

I'm completely addicted to Korean movies now.

ever since i saw Save The Green Planet . i was completely hooked after that.

It's just the way korean directors move our emotions through their movies in a very subtle way.. where all the little things matter.

their humour and common sense are very.. Korean, in a way ,that we can't help but agree to the characters point of views, even if we don't exactly seemed to grasps what's the importance of their topics.

Their arthouse movies are simply refreshing to see, go watch Spring, Summer,Fall, Winter... and Spring http://www.koreanfilm.org/kfilm03.html#springsum ,
Peppermint Candy (brilliant...brilliant movie...tragically funny), Memories of Murder, 3 Iron , Woman is the future of Man.

The bad thing about me liking Korean movies... is that. i now have gotten a taste of their drama culture. which most of them, quite frankly..are very painful to watch, but at the same time... you can't help but become addicted to them.

Ahn-young hah-say-oh......????

2005-03-16T18:03:00.000+07:00

HI.

haven't post in a long time ,eh?
well... nothing worth blabbering about nowadays...

but, something interesting that i've found in the great universe of online pages.

http://www.faceanalyzer.com .

here's what i got.

1. Race Analysis
100% Korean/Japanese

What the Heck?!?
this is the first time i've been called korean/japanese before.

where did their computer had the idea that i'm korean/japanese?

firstly .. my eyes are not...SMALL.

Secondly i have dark skin tone.

anyway.. on to the next result...

2.Personality Profile
- Intelligence
6.5
Very Intelligent

- Risk
4.4
Low Risk

- Ambition
5.7
Average Ambition

- Gay Factor
1.4
Very Low Gay Factor

- Honor
4.9
Average Honor

- Politeness
5.6
Average Politeness

- Income
6.6
$50,000 - $100,000

- Sociability
5.9
Average Sociability

- Promiscuity
2.6
Very Unpromiscuous

YOUR ARCHETYPE: White Collar

Personality Profile:You particularly enjoy the traditional way of life. Having drinks with your friends, attending parties and relaxing while watching TV are some of the simple pleasures you indulge in. You may also enjoy physical exercise. Your driving force is to retire as early as possible, so that you can do the things you enjoy more often. Your main source of ambition comes from this desire. You dont particularly like your job but you do it without complaining. You realize that the income that it provides is essential to your lifestyle. You are friendly yet competitive with your co-workers. This competitiveness may lead you to squander your earnings to match other peoples' possessions. You operate most effectively when there is a set power structure, and the lines of authority are clear. You know your place in the ranks, you play by the rules, and will deliver what is expected of you. You do not care for responsibility; you would rather be care free.

Your view of other types You sometimes disagree with Boss types, but you respect them for the most part. You may even be envious of their lifestyles. You find Academic types boring and uptight. You have very little in common with them. However some White collar types may respect the accomplishments of certain Academic types. You think that Artist types are unrealistic and immature. You like interacting with Charmer types, and sometimes envy their charisma. You perceive Gambler types mostly as loners and untrustworthy. However, since you may have to interact with them on a daily basis you are not hostile to them. You believe Drifters are too lazy to work for a living but you sometimes feel pity for them.

Other types' view of you Boss types may have some things in common with Blue collar types, but for the most part they only interact with you during the course of business. Academics see White collar types as unsuccessful versions of themselves, but because of work situations they may have to interact with you often. Artists do not interact with you, for they consider you to be a slave of conformity. Charmer types may associate with you; they find that the collar types are the people that mostly want to hang around them. To the Drifter types your repetitive routines seem boring; they would prefer having more fun and excitement. They may however enjoy the company of some Blue collar types.

White Collar: -Slightly more intelligent and ambitious than the Blue collar type. Occupation Examples: Secretary, Police Officer, Telemarketer, Computer Programmer, Office worker

Blue collar: -Less intelligent and less ambitious than White Collar. Occupation Examples: Auto/Equipment Mechanic, Factory Worker, Electrician,

Their description of my profile fit me though. my only goal in life is being happy. and to be happy i want to be able to do what i want to do. SO... that means, make alot of money fast and retire quickly LOL.

Love bores you. No, It disappoints me.

2004-12-23T10:35:00.000+07:00

God.

Just finished watching Closer for the 2nd time today.

Honest to God. Tremendously intelligent movie!

Brilliant cast performance. brilliant screenplay.brilliant dialogues. brilliant soundtracks. just simply, brilliant movie.

Dhani raved about it. and i was curious as hell, so i dl-ed it (for ages! LOL)

the storyline is just so brutally... honest.

There was something very intelligent and subtle in the way the whole movie, the people, everybody was so sexually vulgar with their words at times and yet--there was no actual sex shown.The same way the phrase "I love you" or the word "love" was tossed around so many times and still, you never really felt like any of these people truly loved each other.

And the dialogue... ooh man!!!

modern day shakespeare at its best!

"Love bores you. no it disappoints me."

"You say you love me, but I can't see it or feel it, I can only hear it, and those are only words."

God, just, god.... the dialogues are so honest and true.

The movie is a refreshing and honest outlook of the way people really conduct their feelings and relationships.

That people are really that shallow.

And, just got to say, that the playwriter came up with a good title with ''Closer" , kind of ironic, with the fact, that in the story, all the characters kept doing was distancing themselves for one another.

Dhani told me when he first watch the play, it was eye opening and really powerful, and that he had doubts whether or not, the movie could do the same thing.

Well, i would say it has done so. with the golden globes noms and critical acclaims that it has received.

It doesn't hurt that they have a great cast, and Mike Nichols behind the project.

Just got to say... see the movie when it opens!!

you won't regret it!!

You had Time.

2004-12-03T08:28:00.000+07:00

So... i think i just want this whole college thing to be over. soon.

i've taken the wrong major, i hate technical things, i thought that they would teach us to write a bit more. But, noooo, it's all production..production, and oooh.. why don't we throw in another lesson on production, some more?!? ::roll eyes::

I've been looking for a part time job, or at least, an interning position at UNICEF/UNDP etc. just have to keep my fingers crossed!! if i don't get a job in the next 3 months, i'll be outta my mind, going through this fuckin hell - hole , we call, college experience.

somebody's going to emergency.somebody's going to jail

2004-11-30T20:26:00.000+07:00

are the gods comin on to me or what?!?

goddamn shit after shit just happen right after another!!!

finished one task..and another just comes rolling around like some fuckin hay stock!!

You know what? this new year's eve? i'm just gonna get in the bed and i won't get out till after the sun comes up at the second day of the new year.

yup. that'll be my new year resolution!

Sappy Love Notes.

2004-11-06T09:44:00.000+07:00

Anyhow, it's my stupid way of saying I love you. My stupid way of trying to make her understand that in not so many words. My stupid way of telling her to wait for me, wait until I can turn that pen into a bracelet, into a necklace, into a matching diamond ring. Wait until I can stand her in front of a judge or an Elvis impersonator...whichever I can get to first.

Okay. I am sooo gonna kiss the person who wrote this, especially if it's a guy.

Seriously.. who wouldn't???

I know I'm a cynical person. But, i'm a romantic cynical person.

And, Just FYI, Now that we know that The chipmunks are back in The White House, Let me have this one brief moment of romantic side of me, before we all are DOOM.

what the hell are they thinking?!?

2004-09-09T11:48:00.000+07:00

What the fuck are people doing?!?

Is the world gone mad?

Sicksicksicksicksick...sonofbitches all of them!!!!

Who did they think would be dead because of the bomb? The foreigners?!?

Not. it's our own people who are the victims, you fuckin racialist bigots!!!!!

I swear to god... if i see any of this so called "islamic crusaders" or any religious fanatics, for that matter.. i would fuckin kill them with my own two hands!!

A security officer for the Australian Embassy is now dead.

Not a policeman, not some Australian diplomat. A security officer.

Who probably don't even make more than 600.00 rupiahs/month, for god' sakes.

how can you justify "jihad" with this,huh?

unbelievable ignorant assholes!! all of them.

How ya doin'?

2004-08-24T08:27:00.000+07:00

So.

First day at work.

8 hrs and what did i do the whole time?

Ooohhh..playing gameboy and surfing online.

Not much different than what i do at home, only my internet is much faster than here, and we're using the same DSL system.

Though i faxed a few press release...yay me!!!... not.

If only i'm paid to this job, then, i'd have no qualms whatsoever, i mean, what's better than doing nothing and getting paid to do it, right?

But, i think i quite like doing this whole PR business here, especially here in Trans TV.

The guys are extremely good looking, from the head honchos to the reporter guys.

I'm in heaven 8 hrs and 5 days - a- week.

I'm going to Citos tomorrow night.

Gonna see Zeke , white volvo and sajamacut play.

I haven't seen white volvo before, so, i'm planning to get myself catch up on everything white volvo.

I hope Zeke is not in a bad mood tomorrow, i hate it when he's like that. He's brilliant at platying live, but, if he's in funky mood, god.... i'm almost afraid the crowd would throw tomatoes at him.

Guess that's it.

Don't worry.
I'm probably going to post every few hours... just out of boredom and nothing to do.

Wake up and smell the coffee.

2004-08-22T19:42:00.000+07:00

You know you're living in 2004 when...

1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave.

2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.

3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3.

4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you.

5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends is that they don't have e-mail addresses.

6. When you go home after a long day at work you still answer the phone in a business manner. 7. When you make phone calls from home, you accidentally dial "9" to get an outside line.

8. You've sat at the same desk for four years and worked for three different companies.

10. You learn about your redundancy on the 11 o'clocknews.

11. Your boss doesn't have the ability to do your job.

12. Contractors outnumber permanent staff and are more likely to get long-service awardss

13. You read this entire list, and kept nodding and smiling.

14. As you read this list, you think about forwarding it to your "friends."

15. You got this email from a friend that never talks to you anymore,except to send you jokes from the net.

16. You are too busy to notice there was no # 9

17. You actually scrolled back up to check that there wasn't a # 9 AND NOW U R LAUGHING at yourself.

Everyone wants to change the world.

2004-08-18T20:15:00.000+07:00

My grandfather passed away 2 years ago , yesterday.

August 17th 2002.

Time just flee when you're not counting them, eh?

He died after almost 8 months battling lung cancer.

I know, at least it was for a short time.

But, for us, it was a very long process of seeing him in pain, and not being able to do anything about it.

He was a very distinguished looking man.

His presence and charisma was bigger than life for all of us.

All through his life, he never get sick, and,even when he did, he won't tell us.

That's how stubborn-ass, he could get.

And that's why i missed him, still.

I remember, everytime we all gathered at the house every weekend, and we all ate lunch or dinner together on the big dining table, he always have this useless trivias or infos about something or someone that, frankly, we didn't give a damn.

But,alas,we became a junkie for all useless trivia things,all because of him.

And we all became news and sports junkies,as well.

He always said "TV is just CNN, national geography channel and ESPN.The rest are just garbage."

So, as you could probably tell,everytime we go to his house, the tv either played CNN, National Geography Channel or ESPN.

Every couple of weeks or so, the grandkids would all have sleepover at my grandparents house.

We've always got curfew mind you, no getting in the house later than 10 at night.
and for the younger kids, which was me, lights out by 9.

I hated it. it's like living in a military camp, well, he was a military man, so, you got to take it into account.

But, the thing that always won me.. us.. over was he always have his little anecdotes and jokes and stories about his time during the war,about his army buddies, and he would tell the same things over and over again, like, for instance, did you know? that he learned english and japanese by working as an usher at a local movie theater and he didn't get paid at all, only that they allowed him to watch the movies and have all the snacks and sodas for free?

Didn't know did you?

Well, it have been implanted in our brains, ever since we could think and speak on our own.

We were fascinated by them. He was a great storyteller.

Him and my grandma was a team.

And a great team at it.

My grandfather wasn't known for his great social and communication skills,the tribute should go to my grandma,she was the cool one,the belle of the ball, or so they say.

My grandfather was...well,basically a nerd and a geek.

He loved books , documentaries, and of course , all things National Geography.

How nerdy can you posibly get?

Don't get me wrong, he had his moments, he could put on those charm like there's no tomorrow, but, when he's in a funky mood, which was, most of the times, he went back to being anti social, and let my grandma rectified the situation.

I think that's where i get my moody interior.

For our birthdays, we knew we'd always get books, whether it's history or a biography of someone, Kennedy,Nixon,Hitler,Mahatma Gandhi.. you named it.
Either that, or he'd take us to a bookstore and let us choose any books we want, mind you, we could only buy 1 comic book in exchange for buying 2 "serious books" , that's what he named those books,"serious books". lol.

If my grandma collects paintings ,then my grandfather's got a library full of books .

I remembered, everytime he had an assignment to go out of the country, he'd always picked up little gifts for us. mind you, it would always have somekind of history or deep, dark secret in it.

the rock that "allegedly" was a part of the Berlin Wall, when he went to Germany, a miniature of the King's boat that he got when he went to Thailand, which has our initials on the side of the boats.

One time, he had an assigment to London and Copenhagen, and when he returned, he gave each of us, the tour guide and map of the Buckingham Palace in England, and Amalienborg Palace in Denmark. .. oh, he also gave us postcards with the pictures of both Queens of England and Denmark.

I was really disappointed by it, i thought he was going to get me a new polly pocket doll, but, i still have the guides as well as the postcards.

They make me remember him.

We, as in, the grandchildren, found out about the cancer, about a month after they first found out.

I don't know about the others, but, i was shocked.

I never , in a million years thought, that he would die.

Well, yes, i know, people die, but,He just seemed so full of life and energy.

So.. for months i 'd believe that ,no, he couldn't possibly die.

It's ayah for god's sakes.

He's not going to die this soon.

I'm not even 20 yet.

Yeah, i know, what does being 20 got to do with it , right?

Honestly, i don't know what was going through my mind, at that time, still didn't know for sure.

We watched him getting weaker and weaker, and frailer and frailer .

And then he went into a coma for a couple of days, and he died at the hospital. peacefully.

All of his family were with him.

i got a chance taking him through a prayer.

and then,he died.

7:08 A.M.

I was in shock, well after the funeral ,and the Tahlilan after that, i didn't cry.

about a week after that, as i went through the house, and noticed something missing, and looking through the pictures.

I think i'd finally get it. He's dead.

I knew we shouldn't blame god for it, but, i couldn't help it, i was asking the why,him? questions, for weeks,silently.

And i think, a few months after he died, i'd firmly have my peace with it.

Here's to a great 18 years of joy,happiness,laughter and hurt , all bundle up in one giant fulfilling life.

Thanks for the memories and all the lessons you have given me.

I would try my best to be half the person that you are.

Religion or Common Sense?

2004-08-07T12:40:00.000+07:00

Found an interesting quiz.

It's about what religious beliefs fit us best. http://www.beliefnet.com/story/76/story_7665_1.html

Here's my result:
The top score on the list below represents the faith that Belief-O-Matic, in its less than infinite wisdom, thinks most closely matches your beliefs. However, even a score of 100% does not mean that your views are all shared by this faith, or vice versa.Belief-O-Matic then lists another 26 faiths in order of how much they have in common with your professed beliefs. The higher a faith appears on this list, the more closely it aligns with your thinking.

1. Reform Judaism (100%)
2. Liberal Quakers (86%)
3. Sikhism (84%)
4. Orthodox Judaism (84%)
5. Islam (82%)
6. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (80%)
7. Unitarian Universalism (80%)
8. Bahá'í Faith (73%)
9. Orthodox Quaker (70%)
10. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (64%)
11. Neo-Pagan (63%)
12. Jainism (60%)
13. Mahayana Buddhism (56%)
14. Secular Humanism (52%)
15. New Age (51%)
16. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (50%)
17. Jehovah's Witness (49%)
18. Theravada Buddhism (48%)
19. Eastern Orthodox (45%)
20. Roman Catholic (45%)
21. Seventh Day Adventist (44%)
22. Hinduism (44%)
23. Scientology (40%)
24. New Thought (36%)
25. Taoism (33%)
26. Nontheist (30%)
27. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (29%)

Interesting.
It seemed according to my answers ,the religious beliefs i fit more is Judaism.
And my religion,Islam ,is actually at the 5th place.
So, i took a look on The Reform Judaism beliefs, and turned out i agree on some of what they teach;

What Reform Jews Believe

Why Evil?No original sin. Most often, Satan is interpreted symbolically to represent selfish desires that are inherent within all. God gave people free will, and people are responsible for their actions. (Agree.)

Salvation The main emphasis is on living the kind of life that God commands, which will surely be rewarded if there is an afterlife. Most believe God is forgiving of all; there is no hell to which some are condemned. Salvation is achieved through faith and prayer to God, good works, concern for the earth and humanity, and behavior that does no harm to others. The extent to which one follows Jewish Law is an individual decision. (Agree.)

Contemporary Issues Judaism holds that human life begins upon first breath, and Jewish law requires abortion if necessary to save the mother's life prior to birth. Most believe potential human life should never be terminated casually, but it is generally regarded as a personal decision, especially within the first 40 days of pregnancy. Homosexuality: Homosexuals are God's creation, and Jewish instruction is to love our neighbors as ourselves. Reform (and Conservative) Judaism have a long history of support for homosexual rights. (Agree.)

From what i have read,from the top 5 religions, it seemed on Contemporary Issues ,such as ,Abortion and Homosexual, Judaism seemed to fit well with my views on these subjects.

While,i i agree with almost everything that Islam teaches,except one.

Yup.That's Right.

Islam's view on abortion and homosexual.

They're prohibited and condemned.

I don't agree with that. For me, while i myself,will not have an abortion, because i don't believe in it,except,probably if a life is at stake. But,i strongly believe that it is the women choice what they want to do with their bodies.

And on the topic of Homosexuality.Who am i to judge people based on their sexual orientations.
I do not want to be judge like that. I want to be judge by my own merits and hard work,and i think that also goes for everybody on this earth,including gays.

Plant a Bush back in Texas

2004-08-07T00:46:00.000+07:00

Tongue-twisted Bush is bent on self-harm
By Rupert Cornwell in Washington
06 August 2004
Even by the previous standards of Bushisms, this was one for the ages.
Signing into law a new $417bn (£229bn) defence spending bill, the famously tongue-twisted 43rd President of the United States solemnly declared yesterday that his administration "will never stop thinking about new ways to harm our country and our people".
The gaffe came as President George Bush was warming to his favourite theme of the terrorist threat faced by the US.
"Our enemies are innovative and resourceful, and so are we," he said. "They never stop thinking about new ways to harm our country and our people, and neither do we."
Steeled doubtless by long experience of oratorical mis-steps by the President, the audience of senior military commanders and the Pentagon's civilian leadership gave no outward reaction.

Mr Bush quickly continued to his wider point, that "we must never stop thinking about how best to defend our country. We must always be forward-thinking."
Scott McClellan, the White House spokesman, said the mistake merely showed that "even the most straightforward and plain-spoken people misspeak."
But the American public knew that "this president speaks with clarity and conviction, and the terrorists know by his actions he means it."

O.K.

RMAOFL.

LOL!!!L.O.L!!!
L.FUCKIN.O.L!!!

Fuckin redneck shitty dumbhead.

... I'm talking about you, Dubya.

I'm tired.

2004-08-06T16:12:00.000+07:00

Hi.
It's been along time.

So,what have i been doing for the past month,eh?

Well, went to Bangkok for almost a week. And lemme tell you, that city is one of the most "maksiat" places on this planet!

Went to this area called Patpong,and it's famous for its nightmarket where you could buy almost anything,you named it, from ciggarette holder to furnitures..they're all there..but,turned out ,Patpong is also famous for their "red district". so ,on the left side of the streets you've got all the nightmarkets people..and on the rightside of the streets,you got your bars,stripjoints,pubs...every "maksiat"places that you can name,they're there.

It definetely put a different perspective on things lol.

So, anyway me and my cousins went to this particular stripjoint with my cousin's friend who lives there, and when we got there...this girl was stripping her clothes..and she was naked...and then..she opened the cap of a coke botol with her v.a.g.i.n.a.

How bloody sick can you get?!?!?

And then,the v.a.g.i.n.a drank the coke.and after that...turned out..her v.a.g.i.n.a liked to smoke too.

good thing i wasn't eating.

Overall it was an eye opening experience. and shopping there was the same like in mangdu.

So didn't buy much.

I want a lover that i don't have to love.

2004-07-10T09:11:00.000+07:00

Hi.

It's been awhile ,hasn't it?

Remember, on the last post, when i wrote, that i'm not going to vote for my uncle?

Well,, funny thing happened...turned out, blood is indeed thicker than water.

I thought it out the night before the election, i knew that SBY is going to go to the second round, so i thought, what the heck, sympathy vote for my uncle!!!

And, i was right.

SBY won it. And it's going to be between him and Mega.

I know who i'm going to vote, that's for sure. And it ain't going to be the fat lady that can't sing.

I'm just glad the Speaker of the Parliament didn't win.

He's just too nice to be P.

You can't be nice if you want to be P.

Especially The P for this country.

Nice doesn't quiet work out if something happens to the country.

Besides, He's full of contradictions.

Jumping on the bandwagon, every chance he gets.

Full of promises, that he has yet to fulfill.

P.S

Last week , went to my uncle's house for a party.
And saw one of the most gorgeous specimen of male i've ever encountered.
And he's a police.My uncle's Ajudan.
And you know what else?turned out he's the son of the police chief of North Sumatera.

Hell Yeah....just come to Mama ,Danny Boy!!!

don't you think it's sad, that the guy i've a crush on, has the same name as my ex?

How the East was won.

2004-06-29T12:40:00.000+07:00

So, went to the uncle's autobiography book release party.

It was held in Museum Gajah.

It was beautiful, the room, the party itself, the EO were splendid on doing their jobs.

when we got to the building , the party was held outside where there were huge white tents, like at garden wedding parties, and when we went inside...there were trees and lights everywhere you looked.

the food was good.

Abang sang a couple of songs with Reza.

Overall, we didn't expect the party would be this great.

But, i always thought, it' a bit narcisstic to have an autobiography written about you.

Well, what's my opinion got to do with it, right?

I think we should let Uwa..have his time on the sun right now, enjoy it Uwa Agum...

this is funny.

2004-06-28T10:19:00.000+07:00

i wish i may, i wish i might, have this one wish i wish tonight. Amen

One sunny day in 2005 an old man approached the White House from across Pennsylvania Avenue, where he'd been sitting on a park bench. He spoke to the U. S. Marine standing guard and said, "I would like to go in and meet with President Bush."

The Marine looked at the man and said, "Sir, Mr. Bush is no longer president and no longer resides here."

The old man said, "Okay," and walked away.

The following day, the same man approached the White House and said to the same Marine, "I would like to go in and meet with President Bush."

The Marine again told the man, "Sir, as I said yesterday, Mr. Bush is no longer president and no longer resides here." The man thanked him and, again, just walked away.

The third day, the same man approached the White House and spoke to the very same U. S. Marine, saying "I would like to go in and meet with President Bush."

The Marine, understandably agitated at this point, looked at the man and said, "Sir, this is the third day in a row you have been here asking to speak to Mr. Bush. I've told you already that Mr. Bush is no longer the president and no longer resides here. Don't you understand?"

The old man looked at the Marine and said, "Oh, I understand. I just love hearing it."

The Marine snapped to attention, saluted, and said, "See you tomorrow."

i'm bloody broke now....

2004-06-26T07:25:00.000+07:00

noooooooooooooooooooooo..!!!!

wth happened zidane?!?

aku di matraman...kau di kota kembang....

2004-06-25T12:35:00.000+07:00

i knew it.i knew it.The English team always goes out in the quarter finals.
oh well,i guess, the final would be between France vs Czech Republic.just like iman said.

went to the JKT:SKRG album release party @score.

not bad. teenage deathstar and the upstairs were bloody fantastic as usual, finally got to see alunx in action, and may i say..he fookin rocks.lol

haven't got the chance to see c'mon lennon though. i heard they were good, well, i heard it from their manager, so wasn't the most objective point of view,per say.

the bad part was when zeke&the popo went on stage. not very good, i was disappointed. doesn't go with the theme of the music.

while the other bands played punk ala the ramones etc, zeke&the popo played the mellow type of music, which was good, but not the right type of band to close the party. teenage deathstar should've been the closing band. but, hey, that's just me and my lousy opinion.

overall, the release party was all right, but not to great.
the highlights were, again, the upstairs and teenage deathstars, and from chita's pov, c'mon lennon.lol

the cd is great.full of great music, and, what most surprise me was, how good the cd sleeves were. a really high quality cd cover.

good job aksara.

i've decided i'm going to vote for SBY for the next election.
i don't care about whether or not my uncle would made it, but, i have to be true to my consciences and ideals, and my consciences told me to vote for SBY.

i'm sorry wa, but, you choose a really bad running mate for the P election.
and, i don't want that particular type of person to be president, nor do i want my vote to be wasted just because of family allegiance.

the darkness is nearing..and i have nowhere to go.

2004-06-19T23:53:00.000+07:00

got back from my friend's birthday party awhile ago.
nothing special. just us hanging out having a good time.

After i got home, got an sms from dhani.
Shock was putting it mildly.

It was the first time after almost 2 months he contact me other than through
msn.

I'm just trying to let it all flow out of my mind and to not try finding a twist to the story, because, i know, somehow, someway, there's a twist to the story.

why can't he just get out of my mind? get out, get out, get out!!!

It's been 5 months for godsakes!!

on the other hand..the shallow side of me was a bit relieved, that he stills remember me.

oh well, at least i'd get a new present from him , even though it'll make me that more confuse about us.

Don't just sit on your ass, you lazy clergyman!

2004-06-07T21:47:00.000+07:00

i am currently watching my unlce debate with another P & V.P candidate on tv.
and i must say, that i am very dissapointed by his answers.He can do so much better.
All his answers are cliche and not very forthcoming on all kinds of important issues being asked by the panel.
To top it all off, my biggest dissappointment is that his P candidate decided not to come because their representative said, he was sick.
HE WAS SICK?!? THE BLODDY F%&@#N ARSE WAS SICK?!?
If the P is on his deathbed, i still expect him to show up on a congressional hearing.
That is, if he still wants his job.
what a load of crap. if i was my uncle i'll be extremely pissed off.
hell, i'm extremely pissed off right now.
Shouldn't the P know about the answers to this questions more?, granted, that the V.P has to know about the matters at hand also, but, the people wants to see and hear the candidates based on how well the P candidate answer the questions.
AARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHH... how i loathed the day when my uncle agreed to run with him.

The Face that launch a thousand ships.

2004-06-07T17:52:00.000+07:00

Just saw the movie, Troy, today.
so.. Okay. Overall, not a bad movie, but,
Just the storyline in this particular movie keeps bugging me,
for instance, from my understanding, of having read the book and saw the t.v movie,
Achilles was killed way before the Greeks was able to get past the walls of Troy.
And then, in this movie, i don't know why, but, Paris is alive till the end?????
Wasn't Paris supposed to get killed about halfway through the story?
The timeline and order of deaths just doesn't add up.
but, if you're looking for a great action adventure movie. then, you should definetely check this out, though, i must warn you, i went to the theater to see the movie expecting a very spectacular CGI action, or just, maybe, some good cinematography.
But, i was disappointed.
oh, well, waiting til the ETA of "Alexander The Great" movie.

There's a mountain on the other side of the ocean.

2004-05-18T20:50:00.000+07:00

Hi.
Still Alive.
but,still slowly being put to death by the growing stack of assignments.

Last week just found out , first from my grandma, then just a few minutes after that, from the tv news, that my uncle decided to run for V.P.
Okay.
First of all,
it's one thing to have an ambition, but to achieve that ambition by being the No. 2 man for that guy?!? it's inexcusable.

Couldn't he just wait till the next election?
I've already decided on which P & V.P i'm gonna choose.
Know, i dunno.
Should i stick to my principles and values, or
should family be first ?
ooohh...dilemma.

Ice cold water in fantasyland.

2004-05-13T17:35:00.000+07:00

i guess i haven't update much did i?
well, just haven't been in the mood to update,but, because bowo emailed me and force me to update, alas ,here i am ;P

What has been going on with me? Just had my birthday on the 24th of April. The big 2-0.Woo Hoo..Big Fuckin Yeeha. not. do you know how long i've been dreading this moment to arrive? ALL.MY.LIFE.
it won't be long till i have to get married, grow a fucking family tree.and die.
that's how much i loathe turning 20..on the bright side though, in 1 year,i'll be legal.
but,wait, who am i kidding, i live in a country where 14 years old could go into a club and have a drink.what legal age?

Me and Dhani decided to not communicate to each other for awhile. Just until our feelings can be kept to a minimum..which for my side..won't be anytime soon.Have got to get me some kind of distraction to get over him.hmmm?

check bank account.no balance on said bank account.sigh.no holiday to Cahors for me.

Almost forgot to mention, if you do not hear anything from me after this weekend.
It means i have killed myself either by lethal injection or being slowly murdered by the ever growing presence of assignments that won't stop.But it's been nice to have y'all be there for my rants and tantrums.

50 worst songs my ass.

2004-05-01T06:32:00.000+07:00

according to Blender Magazine.
Bold the ones you like.

1. We Built This City ... Starship
2. Achy Breaky Heart ... Billy Ray Cyrus
3. Everybody Have Fun Tonight ... Wang Chung
4. Rollin' ... Limp Bizkit
5. Ice Ice Baby ... Vanilla Ice
6. The Heart of Rock & Roll ... Huey Lewis and the News
7. Don't Worry, Be Happy ... Bobby McFerrin
8. Party All the Time ... Eddie Murphy
9. American Life ... Madonna
10. Ebony and Ivory ... Paul McCartney and Stevie Wonder
11. Invisible ... Clay Aiken
12. Kokomo ... The Beach Boys
13. Illegal Alien ... Genesis
14. From a Distance ... Bette Midler
15. I'll Be There for You ... The Rembrandts16. What's Up? ... 4 Non Blondes
17. Pumps and a Bump ... Hammer
18. You're the Inspiration ... Chicago
19. Broken Wings ... Mr. Mister
20. Dancing on the Ceiling ... Lionel Richie
21. Two Princes ... Spin Doctors
22. Courtesy of the Red, White and Blue (The Angry American) ... Toby Keith
23. Sunglasses at Night ... Corey Hart
24. Superman ... Five for Fighting
25. I'll Be Missing You ... Puff Daddy featuring Faith Evans and 112
26. The End ... The Doors
27. The Final Countdown ... Europe
28. Your Body Is a Wonderland ... John Mayer
29. Breakfast at Tiffany's ... Deep Blue Something
30. Greatest Love of All ... Whitney Houston31. Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm ... Crash Test Dummies
32. Will 2K ... Will Smith
33. Barbie Girl ... Aqua
34. Longer ... Dan Fogelberg
35. Shiny Happy People ... R.E.M
36. Make Em Say Uhh! ... Master P featuring Silkk, Fiend, Mia-X and Mystikal
37. Rico Suave ... Gerardo
38. Cotton Eyed Joe ... Rednex
39. She Bangs ... Ricky Martin
40. I Wanna Sex You Up ... Color Me Badd
41. We Didn't Start the Fire ... Billy Joel
42. The Sounds of Silence ... Simon & Garfunkel
43. Follow Me ... Uncle Kracker
44. I'll Do Anything for Love (But I Won't Do That) ... Meat Loaf
45. Mesmerize ... Ja Rule featuring Ashanti
46. Hangin' Tough ... New Kids on the Block
47. The Only Thing That Looks Good on Me Is You ... Bryan Adams
48. Ob-La-Di, Ob-La-Da ... The Beatles
49. I'm Too Sexy ... Right Said Fred
50. My Heart Will Go On ... Celine Dion

Weird, But true.

2004-04-29T09:44:00.000+07:00

A list of interesting facts, gacked from someone at lj

1. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning.

2. Alfred Hitchcock didn't have a belly button.

3. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 years.

4. People do not get sick from cold weather; it's from being indoors a lot more.

5. When you sneeze, all bodily functions stop, even your heart!

6. Only 7 per cent of the population are lefties.

7. Forty people are sent to the hospital for dog bites every minute.

8. Babies are born without kneecaps. They don't appear until they are 2-6 years old.

9. The average person over 50 will have spent 5 years waiting in lines.

10. The toothbrush was invented in 1498.

11. The average housefly lives for one month.

12. 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year.

13. A coat hanger is 44 inches long when straightened.

14. The average computer user blinks 7 times a minute.

15. Your feet are bigger in the afternoon than any other time of day.

16. Most of us have eaten a spider in our sleep.

17. The REAL reason ostriches stick their head in the sand is to search for water.

18. The only two animals that can see behind themselves without turning their heads are the rabbit and the parrot.

19. John Travolta turned down the starring roles in "An Officer and a Gentleman" and "Tootsie."

20. Michael Jackson owns the rights to the South Carolina State anthem.

21. In most television commercials advertising milk, a mixture of white paint and a little thinner is used in place of the milk

22 Prince Charles and Prince William NEVER travel on the same airplane, just in case there is a crash

23. The first Harley Davidson motorcycle built in 1903 used a tomato can for a carburetor

24. Most hospitals make money by selling the umbilical cords cut from women who give birth. They are used in vein transplant surgery.

25. Humphrey Bogart was related to Princess Diana. They were 7th cousins.

26. If coloring weren't added to Coca-Cola, it would be green

Ryan Seacrest..how i love thee..

2004-04-14T21:21:00.000+07:00

Found this part of an online review on episode 17 American Idol hilarious.

"........Commercials. We return to the part where Ryan introduces the next contestant while standing next to Randy. Randy, of course, is signing "I Love You" to the camera. Next up is Jon Peter Lewis. As we listen to Jon sing "Rocket Man" completely off-key -- it's like he's trying to unlock his front door with his car key, he's that far off -- Elton insists to us that Jon has good pitch and phrasing. Is Elton no longer clean and sober? Jon tells us he hopes he does the song justice.

Ryan introduces Jon to the Seal, where he's sitting on a drinking fountain stool, wearing jeans, two shirts, and black leather jacket. If you like Jon: I don't have the time to pretend that I find anything about Jon likeable. Sorry.

If you don't like Jon: The boy just can't sing. He does a better job at covering than the rest of us who can't sing. He manages to keep at a constant pitch -- it's just not the right one. Oh god, I paused for a moment, and unpaused right in the middle of a truly awful note. He gets up and does his little dork-march dance over to the side of the stage. He bugs his eyes out. The camera guys go to extreme close-up mode on Jon throughout the performance to make him look even creepier, but I guess that isn't even enough. He has a fairly good falsetto, but his transition into it at points in the song sounds forced and unnatural. That's probably because his falsetto voice actually sounds better than his regular singing voice. "

I don't know...But I laughed my ass off when I read the whole review, which you can check out here

have I mentioned how I loveeeee Television Without Pity?

You're Toxic..I'm Slipping Under..

2004-04-13T21:04:00.000+07:00

You know,
I was thinking...that no matter how cool you think you are...you would always know the words to a britney spears' song.
am i right or am i right?.
It's like something was implanted in our brains in order for all of us to always know the words to a britney spears' song.
it's the new marketing wave i tell you.
It's the greatest coup of the 21st century..and britney spears is the icon.
I mean take, for instance,my cousin..he's the most anti "any kind of popular culture and trends" person i know.
He listens to bjork for relaxation for god's sake!!!! that's how neurotic he is.
BUt, lo and behold...when "Toxic" came on the radio..he was singing along very quietly to the chorus,although with great shame i might add..and i caught him doing it!!! lol.
so it got me thinking about it and i came to the conclusion that ,
everyone's a closet britney freak.
deep down inside,everybody's got a britney somewhere.

They call it stalking.I just call it love.

2004-04-12T15:00:00.000+07:00

I was informed yesterday by mom that i would be finishing my degree by the year 2007 , then, i will get a job from afriend of hers and then hopefully by the time i'm 30 i would be financially independent and with family.

Well,
Thank you mom for your thoughtfullness on how to live my life. very considerate of you.
Now,
May i just remind you whose life it is your directing?

What is happening to the kids now?.:sigh.:

2004-04-10T18:58:00.000+07:00

When is it OK to rape someone?

Survey: 11 - 14 year olds.

It is OK...

51% of the boys and 41% of the girls said "if you spend a lot of money on them"

1/3 of both sexes said "if the person is very sexually experienced"

65% of the boys and 47% of the girls said "if you have been dating at least 6 months"

87% of the boys and 79% of the girls said "if you are married to the person"

::speechless::
Are you?

Married with children?

2004-04-08T19:21:00.000+07:00

some of us got to talking about marriage in general and about getting married young.
I have nothing against people who decides to be married at a young age.
But, For me...just doesn't work out.
I worked hard to be where i am today..in college and hopefully with a degree and a good job by the next three years.
And you're asking me to throw that away?
And it's not about "you'd still be able to have a career and marriage at the same time"..
I know that nowadays people are very open minded about the role of a wife, but,
For years i've been living with and under the watchful eyes of my parents..
now after all these years of trying to have my own space and freedom..i'm supposed to go on living with somebody else?!?
I want to enjoy life . I want to prove to myself that i could survive on my own.
I don't want to be the woman who by the time she's 30 has 4 kids and her whole life revolves around her kids and husband.
I don't want to be known as a soccer mom.
Whether or not i would be married doesn't really matter to me.
I want kids though..and whether it's through marriage or adoption..who cares?
As long as i could manage and create a safe and content environment for myself and my family,right?
Years down the road..i want to be proud of myself on taking the chance to fulfill my dreams,goals and ambitions.
And to know that i have done everything i could possibly do to achieve it.
If that makes me a weirdo.Then, i guess i am.

All is Well Now.

2004-04-08T11:59:00.000+07:00

Ever got the feeling that nothing goes the way you wanted?
well, i'm at that point right now. for almost a week.
don't wanna see my friends. don't wanna get out of the house...
just wanna be on my own.
i feel like crap.
I just don't know the reason why i feel like crap.
That's what makes it even crappier.
I feel like shit.

language was created when ugly people were born.

2004-04-07T10:54:00.000+07:00

one cool site...check it out

Be afraid.... be very afraid.

don't say i didn't warn you =P

Just a meme.

2004-04-06T07:13:00.000+07:00

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
And then some more guilt.We're particularly good at that.
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
none..just air..
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Courage the cowardly dog
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
about 7:30ish
5.Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
7:28
5. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My mbak doing laundry
6.When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
yesterday around 9 AM , it was election day so..me and my family nyoblos and then we all went out to citos
7.Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
Urban Outfitters...looking for shoes.
8. What are you wearing?
daster hehehehe
9. Did you dream last night?
nope.slept like a dog.

10. When did you last laugh?
an hour ago.
11. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
posters of The Beatles,picture of me ,atsha and joe at the EMP store, and a seventies warhol inspired poster.
12.Seen anything weird lately?
yeah

13.What is the last film you saw?
Secret life of the dentist...good movie.

14. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? 2cars and a house for me, 1 car for me mum and dad and a house as well,then.. i save it all in the bank.
15.Tell me something about you that I don't know:
i can't smoke. like...i do not know how to smoke.at.all

16.If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
to stop people like Dubya and his familiy and cronies being born into the world. oh yeah..and the hilton sisters too.
17. Do you like to dance?
Yes
18. George Bush: is he really doing Dick Cheney?
no i think cheney's the one's doing Bush..that's why he's got a stick up his arse.
19.a. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Chloe Nadina
19.b. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
honestly..i've never thought about a boy's name...i always have girl names in my head.
20. Would you ever consider living abroad?
oohh i have considered it.alot.you don't know how many times i've been tempted to go.

We now interrupt our regular broadcast to bring you this following statement.

2004-04-02T10:17:00.000+07:00

I am officially in love with Crown Prince Frederik of Denmark.

That is all.

We now return to the regular scheduled broadcast.

Rock The Vote.

2004-03-29T22:59:00.000+07:00

Ok.
For those of you who are first time voters, like moi.
And if you're still confuse on how exactly to vote..here's a link for you to find out more
Tata Cara Coblos

So..educate yourself.
Pick the one that you think have the best vision for our country.
Elections starts in 6 days and counting.

where were you?

2004-03-29T22:05:00.000+07:00

1. When John F. Kennedy was shot (11/22/1963) Wasn't born yet.

2. When Mt. St. Helens blew (5/18/1980) Wasn't born yet either.
3. When the space shuttle Challenger exploded (1/28/1986) i was 2.no collective memory of it whatsoever,seen pictures and news clips though.
4. When the 7.1 earthquake hit San Francisco (10/7/1989) hmm...what?
5. When the Berlin Wall fell (11/7/1989) I was 5 years old. i remember seeing people surrounding walls but have no idea what it's all about. i remember The Scorpions singing "winds of change" though =p .
6. When the Gulf War began (1/16/1991)
Just saw moving images on CNN, other than that..have no idea what it's all about then.
7. When OJ Simpson was chased in his White Bronco (6/17/1994) First time i saw a car chased live on tv of a famous person.
8. When the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building in Oklahoma City was bombed (4/19/1995) saw it live on tv.saw the image of a little kid being carried out of the building with blood all over his/her body.gruesome..
9. When Princess Di was killed (8/31/1997) It was a Sunday morning. i think. we were watching MSNBC, and then suddenly they aired a breaking news of Princess Di's accident.first impression? shocked.
10. When Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold opened fire on their classmates at Columbine High School (4/20/1999) No clear memory.

11. When Bush was first announced President (11/7/2000) laughed my ass off.
12. When the 6.8 earthquake hit Nisqually, WA (2/28/2001) Huh?
13. When terrorists destroyed the World Trade Center (9/11/2001) it was 8 pm and i was at home just got back from my lessons.watched the 2nd plane hit the WTC live..it was unbelievable.at first i thought i was dreaming or they were just showing scenes from a movie, but alas, it was all too real.
14. When Columbia disintegrated during re-entry over Texas. (1/2/2003) no memory.
15. When The Iraq war started.again(March 2003)
We were all glued to the tv.they were showing all the first bomb attacks live on tv. and my first impression and, still to this day was, Dubya is as dumb as a sheep.Then, when millions of people around the world showed up to protest against the war, i know that good still do exist in this world.

Yay or Nay....

2004-03-29T20:23:00.000+07:00

Someone asked our opinion about Long Distance Relationships down at Friendster.
Since i've been through it here's my 2 or 5 cents.
I don't know. It got it's pros and cons like any other kind of relationships.
But, i have to say that you have to go into the relationship with eyes wide open..i mean, really wide open.
So, you don't expect anything higher than what you have or he/she is willing to give you.
Keep it totally honest, or not at all. you can only do it both ways.
either both you are honest with each other's life, or you have some kind of mutual agreement to keep silent about that part of your life ifyouknowwhatimean.
Most Importantly, just take it easy.
you go on with your life here. and he/she goes on with his/her life there.
I guess that's it.
Now, on to the topic whether or not i agree with Long Distance?
Yes.i'm okay with it.
It's worth it.
doesn't hurt to try something in life right?cause if you're afraid of getting hurt, you might as well not live.

Update ....

2004-03-28T21:42:00.000+07:00

I decided to not take the job.
Why?
Because i'm afraid that i would flunk next semester.
And i cannot afford to flunk it.
Besides, the parental unit won't give me permission.
Oh well, it was just not meant to be i guess.

On a side note...
30 Freakin dollars for a Belle&Sebastian album?!?
so not worth it.or is it? should i just download the whole album for just us$10?
But, then i couldn't see the pretty pictures and thankyou notes on the album.. =(
ooh..what's a girl to do?

you and i.

2004-03-26T10:31:00.000+07:00

i hate the liars
i hate the fake
i hate the dumb
i hate the people who try to hard to fit in
i hate the hipocrites
i hate the talented
i hate the people who are out to get people
i hate the people who love to watch you cry
i hate the people that dont care
i hate the pain everyone puts me through
i hate the way no one understands my feelings
i hate the way i feel about you
i hate the way you got me falling again
i hate the way you make me smile when i dont want to
i hate the way you go out of your way to ignore me
i hate the way you always find sumtime to leave me alone

i love the way you make me laugh when im upset
i love the way you arent embarassed by me
i love the way you are fucking insane
i love the way you cant make the day lame
i love the way you tap your foot
i love the way you love to annoy me just so i will smile
i love the way you make sure im not alone
i love the way you arent intimidated by anyone
i love the way you are one messed up mo/fo and ur proud of it
i love the fact that you care.

Lord of the Cheesiness.

2004-03-25T20:50:00.000+07:00

cause..hobbits back. alright!=>

because we need humor sometimes.

halfway to heaven but stuck in reality.

2004-03-25T09:47:00.000+07:00

so..
i've walked a mile in your shoes.
when's your turn?

to go or not to go?

2004-03-22T09:53:00.000+07:00

ok.
got a job offer.
pre production starts in Late june to July.
Shooting starts in August.
We're going to KL and Singapore to shoot for about 2 weeks tops.
should i accept?
but, my classes would be all over the place if i go.
damn. decisions.decisions. oh how i love thy word.

uuuhhh..look...it's like the sky is up there man.

2004-03-20T15:54:00.000+07:00

ok.
why do you feel the need to call people when you're drunk?
it annoys people don't ya think?
speaking nonsense about nothing worth mentioning, and being pissed off when people don't respond.
so..next time, cure the hang over first ok beib?
otherwise i won't answer the phone.

ps.
good luck on the presentation.
call me when you wake up

choose life.choose freedom.

2004-03-19T12:59:00.000+07:00

anybody willing to buy me ....
this?

i'll love you forever.
i'll be in debt to you forever.please.anybody?

=(

can i get a hallelujah?

2004-03-18T20:30:00.000+07:00

Yay.
Just bought Sex&The City season 7 DVDS.
finally. have i mentioned how much i love this country even with all of the goddamn knock off industry goin 'round?
i can buy any limited brand name bags (i.e LV,burberry etc) for 1/10 of the price..and i don't even have to be on the wait list for it!
how cool is that.
Though i have to put a stop on buying any home grown products (i.e local dvds,local music,bags,clothes etc) that are being knock off.
it's not fair to the people.
so here's my motto
"bajakan. abig no no for barang lokal. a big yes buat barang luar negeri."

i should buy Entertainment Weekly more often.

2004-03-17T18:20:00.000+07:00

Why? Because it comes up with brilliant lists like this....Who is the funniest Person?

1. Chris Rock....YES!!!!

2. Jon Stewart....YES!!!!

3. Will Ferrell....um..not no.3 on my list

4. Larry David....finally...the dark horse of the comedy business.
watch Curb Your Enthusiasm and you will understand why he is so high on this list.

5. Dave Chappelle...Yup

6. Ellen Degeneres hmmm.. she was good as dorie though.

7. Bill Murray..this is my man..very very dry humor..which i adore.

8. Jim Carrey..too hyper for me.

9. Jack Black..should be him on no.8. He's just hysterical!!

where's no. 10?!?
where's My future baby's daddy..Conan O'brien?!? he's like the funniest guy on tv. WTH is he?!? why wasn't he even considered?

Hey....

2004-03-17T18:18:00.000+07:00

Take the quiz: "Which rapper would you be?"

A member of Outkast
You are one of those kind of people that like the past!!!!! You also, forget things ...only because you are very busy and have little time to think about yourself.

hell yeah.I know i like those guys for a reason.

Hmm..interesting.

2004-03-17T18:08:00.000+07:00

Take the quiz: "Method of Suicide"

Overdose
You don't have the guts for anything grusome. Your method of suicide is Drug OverDose.

So..what would it be? Ritalin maybe?

=P

Another Tahir Going to Seattle.hah.

2004-03-17T17:42:00.000+07:00

Take the quiz: "Which American City Are You?"

Seattle
Your dark exterior masks a caffeine driven activism. You'll take up a cause and you'll get ugly to advance it.

scrambled eggs..oohh baby how i love your eggs.

2004-03-16T21:56:00.000+07:00

^^sing it in the tune of yesterday..lol.

A Beatle and his baby. Awwwwwwww

she's so lucky. a beatle for a dad. stella mccartney for a sister.
how i wish my family was like that. oh well.

hypocrites.

2004-03-16T19:48:00.000+07:00

i just hate..ok it's such a strong word, hate, i'll change it. I just dislike people who don't want to vote.
I mean, you have the right to choose.it's your right to make a difference ,if not for the country then for making a better life for yourself and your loved ones.
it's like everytime alasan golput2 itu pasti..."would it make a different either way?" (dengan gaya sinisnya)
Of course it bloody would make a difference you stupid fuckface.
Daripada loe2 pada diam and ga doin' anything except to complain terus tentang the government, kenapa ga loe berusaha ngerubah governmentnya?
dengan loe nge vote khan however small, loe bakal make a difference on how we govern this country.
countries who are lebih maju dari kita ajah mayoritas rakyatnya ngevote actively.
masa rakyat dengan negara yang masih membangun kayak gini udah ngerasa that they don't need to help with the nation building?!?
Ignorant banget.
i'll stop rambling.i promise.
But,please.Just vote.

EEEEEEEEKKKKKK

2004-03-16T15:35:00.000+07:00

Kevin Spacey.Morgan Freeman. and Justin Timberlake,,,at the same place at the same time yihaaaaaa. cannot wait for this movie to come out.

Auntie Mela to the rescue.

2004-03-14T20:02:00.000+07:00

So...i was planning on sleeping in on what was a very glorious sunday morning.
But, got a call from my Budhe and she told us that kak lisa and bang cipa were on their way to the hospital.
kak lisa was in labor.that was at 6.35 am.
because my mom and dad was sick with 'gejala thypus",
i was the driver for the day.
picked up my cousins and grandma.
arrived at the ASIH Hospital at proximately 8:39 am.
We were prepared , mind you, because from experiences,
it was going to be a long wait.
we brought pillows.books.game boy.
my cousin even brought her laptop to finish her assignment.
We were contemplating on what were we going to have for breakfast.
the choices were sate ayam.sate padang.bakpao.mie yamin.etc
(did i mentioned how i love...i mean really love ASIH????)
in the end, we just decided that each of us were gonna buy different types of food.
so we could swap them lol. hey we're thrifty like that.
Before we got a chance to go out...bang cipa came out from the delivery room , looking really relaxed,mind you.
we thought that he just came out to get something that he forgotten. the convo were like these.

Kite2 :" perlu apa loe cip?"
Cipa :(dengan mukanya yg santai dan seperti he owned the goddamn world) "ga..cuman ...udah keluar tuch."
Kite2 :" Apanya yg udah keluar?" (kita saling memandang mikirin..dokternya ngasih epiduralnya ke dia kalee yech..bukan ke kak lisa.kok dia nyantei banget.)
Cipa :"babynya dah keluar..dah lahir..."(mulai agak kesel..sepupu2 bini gue kok dablek semua yeech?)
Kite2 : "heh? boong loe..jgn maen2 duonk..ga lucu tau ga!!!"(well..pokonya intinya gitu decch)
Cipa :"yeh ngapain gue boong...anak gue dah lahir masa gue bilang blon.pamali tau." (mulai ..sok ngelucu dia.)
Kite2 : "HAH? CEWEK PA COWOK!!!!!!
Cipa : "Cewek...pas gue liat seech cewek..tau dech sekarang.hahahaha" (nah..dah ngerasa lucu nich anak..untung baru punya bayi..kalo ga..udah kita cak-in kalee.)

Wow. the whole room just erupted with joy,
and, i'm not saying like in the movies or anything.
but it was close to it.
the whole labour was only 2 1/2 hrs.
how cool is that?
first child and she only had to endure 2 1/2 hrs of labour.
i hope i could be that lucky.

OMG. Can't believe it . i'm an aunt.
the baby is the first great granddaughter for my grandma.
makes me want to cry.
i can't help but feel sad because my grandpa isn't here no more.
he'd be a really terrific great grandpa.
he'd take the baby to the golf course.
he'd educate her on the merits of being a fan of the brazillian football team.
i just know he would.
he was looking forward to see kak lisa married and all the process of her having a family and all that.
he just didn't have the chance.
god.i feel like crying.
i'm gonna be emotional and stuff.
i think i'm gonna have a girlie moment.eeekkkk.

I'm on a roll baby!!!

2004-03-12T09:46:00.000+07:00

Five CDs from your collection that you will never get tired of:
1. Revolver - The Beatles
2. The Bends - Radiohead
3. Urban Hymns - The Verve
4.A Rush Of Blood To The Head - Coldplay
5. Strangely Beautiful - Club 8
Four vacations you have taken:
1. Europe - 1995
2. Singapore - 2000
3. USA (Seattle.SF.NYC) -2003
4. Bali - 2003
Four Places you just have to go:
1. Six Flags
2. London
3. Ibiza
4. Kota
Four things you'd like to learn:
1. To stop procrastinate
2. To learn speaking dannish
3. To be more diligent
4. To start saving money
Four beverages you drink frequently:
1. Water
2. Iced Tea
3. Apple Juice
4. Soda
Four tv shows that were on when you were a kid:
1. Macgyver
2. Carebears
3. Dallas
4. My Secret Identity
Four tv shows you watch now:
1. Friends
2. E!Celebrities Uncensored
3. American Idol
4.Everybody Loves Raymond
Four places to go in your area:
1. Glodok for Movies
2. Coffebean for coffee
3. Mangga dua for everything you need
4. CITOS for food
Four things to do when you're bored:
1. check out LJ
2. Surfing the internet
3. write
4. Sleep
Four things that never fail to cheer you up:
1. My Mac
2. Music
3. Laughter
4. Food
Three Crushes (Past/Present):
1. Dhani(2002)
2. Bayu (2000)
3. Bayu (1999)
About 20 years ago...
1. I was born
2. my mom was 9 months pregnant
3. Everyone wore hideous clothes
About 10 years ago...
1. i was 10 and just had my period
2. i had my first crush
3.i wore hideous clothes..yuk.
About 5 years ago...
1. I was a teenager
2. I had long hair
3. I .....hmmmmm
About 2 1/2 years ago...
1. I graduated from high school
2. I dated a jackass
3. I cut my hair
About 1 year ago...
1. Dhani was about to go back U.S
2. I started going out with Dhani
3. ifound out that not all guys are jerks
Today...
1. i ate breakfast
2. i talked to Dhani
3. i had strange dreams

Music Survey.

2004-03-11T18:56:00.000+07:00

1] What's your favorite kind of music?: anything that sounds good in my ears..but, i always wind up liking alternative and electronica for the most part.
[2] Why?: dunno.
[3] List as many of your favorite bands/singers as possible: The Beatles.Kings Of Convinience.Kyoto Jazz Mazzive.Club 8.Tori Amos.Ani diFranco.BT.Underworld.Basement Jaxx.Groove Armada.Mandalay.Room 5.Astrude Gilberto.Jose Padilla.Radiohead.Maroon 5.Coldplay.Marvin Gaye.John Digweed.Jason Mraz.Royksopp.etc.etc.etc
[4] List your five absolute favorite bands of all time: The Beatles.Radiohead.Kings Of Convinience.Coldplay.Club 8.Maroon 5
[5] Why do you like these bands?: Makes me feels 101 different things at the same time.
[6] What kind of music do you absolutely hate?: honestly?don't care much for r'nb nowadays..especially beyonce and ashanti.now old skool r'n'b..marvin gaye..barry white..now you're talkin!!!!
[7] Is there any kind of music that you feel guilty for liking?: Nope
[8] Are there any bands that you absolutely hate?: p diddy and his band of brothas.
[9] Do you listen to music on the radio?: Yes
[10] Do you own a portable CD player?: Yes
[11] How often do you use it?:every sinlge chance i can.which is everyday.
[12] What CD is in your stereo right now? Tori Amos' Boys for Pele.
[13] How many CDs do you own? never counted.alot.
[14] Do you download music?: Yup.. hey..cds are expensive here!!!
[15] Have you ever gone to see your favorite band live?: uhmm...yeah..got a chance to see coldplay live..but missed it by a day..damn.
[16] What is your favorite song lyric ever?: " Wish i had what i needed.To be on my own.Now i feel so defeated.And i'm feeling alone.It's my birthday tomorrow.No one here could know.I was born next thursday.22 years ago."
[17] Favorite CD cover?: Abbey Road -The Beatles.
[18] Favorite album?: of all time?Revolver by The Beatles.currently?Kish Kash- Basement Jaxx
[19] Favorite song(s)?: You and i both.No Surprises.Trouble.Politik.High and Dry.Silent All These Years.Let That Be Enough.Fake Plastic Trees.Fallin is like This.Blackbird.Penny Lane.Two of Us.
[20] Do you play a musical instrument and/or are you in a band?: No, and no.
[21] How or where did you first hear your favorite band?Probably since i was in the womb, my dad's a huge Beatles fanatic.he taught me how to play "I wanna Hold your hand" on the piano when i was 5..so round that time.
[22] Do you always have a song stuck in your head?: Yes - and it's always the songs that i hate the most, like for instance..the first time i heard 'Can't Get You Out of my head" i fuckin hate it.but,alas, i remember every single words and sighes.
[23] Which song do you have stuck on your head right now?: Yeah - Usher.i hate that song.
[24] How often do you buy CD?s?: Whenever i'm in a record store.
[25] Are you from a musical family?: yup.but i'm tone deaf.
[26] Do you like loud music?: yup.
[27] What's your CD case like?: cow prints all over it.
[28] Do you like to express yourself through music?: No, but it alters my mood.
[29] Describe in a sentence what music means to you: Music is Freedom.

god..i'm a couch potato.

2004-03-11T18:11:00.000+07:00

bold the ones you have seen
1. Godfather, The (1972)
2. Shawshank Redemption, The (1994)
3. Godfather: Part II, The (1974)
4. Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring, The (2001)
5. Schindler's List (1993)
6. Citizen Kane (1941)
7. Casablanca (1942)
8. Seven Samurai (1954)
9. Star Wars (1977)
10. Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb (1964)
11. Memento (2000)
12. One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest (1975)
13. Rear Window (1954)
14. Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers, The (2002)
15. Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980)
16. Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981)
17. Usual Suspects, The (1995)
18. Amélie (2001)
19. Pulp Fiction (1994)
20. North by Northwest (1959)
21. Psycho (1960)
22. Silence of the Lambs, The (1991)
23. 12 Angry Men (1957)
24. Lawrence of Arabia (1962)
25. It's a Wonderful Life (1946)
26. The Good, the Bad and the Ugly (1966)
27. Goodfellas (1990)
28. American Beauty (1999)
29. Vertigo (1958)
30. Pianist, The (2002)
31. Sunset Blvd. (1950)
32. Apocalypse Now (1979)
33. Some Like It Hot (1959)
34. Matrix, The (1999)
35. To Kill a Mockingbird (1962)
36. Taxi Driver (1976)
37. Third Man, The (1949)
38. Paths of Glory (1957)
39. Fight Club (1999)
40. Boot, Das (1981)
41. L.A. Confidential (1997)
42. Double Indemnity (1944)
43. Chinatown (1974)
44. Requiem for a Dream (2000)
45. Maltese Falcon, The (1941)
46. Singin' in the Rain (1952)
47. Bridge on the River Kwai, The (1957)
48. Spirited Away (2001)
49. Saving Private Ryan (1998)
50. All About Eve (1950)
51. M (1931)
52. Monty Python and the Holy Grail (1975)
53. Raging Bull (1980)
54. Once Upon a Time in the West (1968)
55. Se7en (1995)
56. Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon (2000)
57. Wizard of Oz, The (1939)
58. 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968)
59. Life is Beautiful (1997)
60. American History X (1998)
61. Sting, The (1973)
62. Touch of Evil (1958)
63. Manchurian Candidate, The (1962)
64. Alien (1979)
65. Mr. Smith Goes to Washington (1939)
66. Rashemon (1950)
67. Leon (1994) (Known as 'The Professional' in the US)
68. Annie Hall (1977)
69. Great Escape, The (1963)
70. Clockwork Orange, A (1971)
71. Treasure of the Sierra Madre, The (1948)
72. Reservoir Dogs (1992)
73. Sixth Sense, The (1999)
74. Jaws (1975)
75. Amadeus (1984)
76. On the Waterfront (1954)
77. Ran (1985)
78. Braveheart (1995)
79. High Noon (1952)
80. Fargo (1996)
81. Blade Runner (1982)
82. Apartment, The (1960)
83. Aliens (1986)
84. Toy Story 2 (1999)
85. Strangers on a Train (1951)
86. Modern Times (1936)
87. Shining, The (1980)
88. Donnie Darko (2001)
89. Duck Soup (1933)
90. Princess Bride, The (1987)
91. Lola rennt (Run Lola, Run) (1998)
92. City Lights (1931)
93. General, The (1927)
94. Metropolis (1927)
95. Searchers, The (1956)
96. Full Metal Jacket (1987)
97. Notorious (1946)
98. Manhattan (1979)
99. Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid (1969)
100. Graduate, The (1967)
101. From Justin to Kelly (2003)
102. 'Manos' the Hands of Fate (1966)
103. Future War (1997)
104. Gigli (2003)
105. Space Mutiny (1988)
106. Troll 2 (1990)
107. Eegah (1962)
108. Hobgoblins (1987)
109. Backyard Dogs (2000)
110. Santa with Muscles (1996)
111. Werewolf (1996)
112. Going Overboard (1989)
113. Glitter (2001)
114. Police Academy: Mission to Moscow (1994)
115. Turbo: A Power Rangers Movie (1997)
116. Santa Claus Conquers the Martians (1964)
117. Kazaam (1996)
118. Leonard Part 6 (1987)
119. Battlefield Earth: A Saga of the Year 3000 (2000)
120. Lawnmower Man 2: Beyond Cyberspace (1996)
121. Hercules in New York (1970)
122. It's Pat (1994)
123. Baby Geniuses (1999)
124. 2001: A Space Travesty (2000)
125. Jaws: The Revenge (1987)
126. Cool as Ice (1991)
127. Bolero (1984)
128. Mitchell (1975)
129. Police Academy 6: City Under Siege (1989)
130. Teen Wolf Too (1987)
131. Return of the Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The (1994)
132. Smokey and the Bandit III (1983)
133. Vercingetorix (2001)
134. Steel (1997)
135. Captain America (1991)
136. Police Academy 5: Assignment: Miami Beach (1988)
137. Mannequin: On the Move (1991)
138. Cat in the Hat, The (2003)
139. Rollerball (2002)
140. Tarzan, the Ape Man (1981)
141. Ringmaster (1998)
142. Problem Child 2 (1991)
143. Master of Disguise, The (2002)
144. Spice World (1997)
145. Mighty Morphin Power Rangers: The Movie (1995)
146. Cop & 1/2 (1993)
147. Mortal Kombat: Annihilation (1997)
149. Street Fighter (1994)
150. Jaws 3-D (1983)
151. Stop! Or My Mom Will Shoot (1992)
152. Double Dragon (1994)
153. Crossroads (2002)
154. Bats (1999/I)
155. Barb Wire (1996)
156. Alan Smithee Film: Burn Hollywood Burn, An (1997)
157. FeardotCom (2002)
158. Universal Soldier: The Return (1999)
159. RoboCop 3 (1993)
160. Superman IV: The Quest for Peace (1987)
161. Mangler, The (1995)
162. Mac and Me (1988)
163. Iron Eagle II (1988)
164. Best Defense (1984)
165. Mr. Magoo (1997)
166. Grease 2 (1982)
(what happened to 167-168??)
169. Ticker (2001)
170. Mr. Wrong (1996)
171. Highlander II: The Quickening (1991)
172. Police Academy 4: Citizens on Patrol (1987)
173. Exorcist II: The Heretic (1977)
174. Avengers, The (1998)
175. Jury Duty (1995)
176. Glen or Glenda (1953)
177. Friday the 13th: A New Beginning (1985)
178. Dumb and Dumberer: When Harry Met Lloyd (2003)
179. Plan 9 from Outer Space (1959)
180. Weekend at Bernie's II (1993)
181. Omega Code, The (1999)
182. Freddy Got Fingered (2001)
183. Caddyshack II (1988)
184. Super Mario Bros. (1993)
185. Endless Love (1981)
186. Derailed (2002)
187. Kangaroo Jack (2003)
188. Ballistic: Ecks vs. Sever (2002)
189. McHale's Navy (1997)
190. Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band (1978)
191. Nothing But Trouble (1991)
192. Friday the 13th Part VIII: Jason Takes Manhattan (1989)
193. On Deadly Ground (1994)
194. Batman & Robin(1997)
195. Pet Sematary II (1992)
196. Leprechaun (1993)
197. Stupids, The (1996)
198. Soul Survivors (2001)
199. Dudley Do-Right (1999)
200. Bio-Dome (1996)

Microsot..Word Yo! LOL.

2004-03-11T06:57:00.000+07:00

Writez letterz and shit Yo.

LOL.

oohh..my virgin eyes

2004-03-10T16:37:00.000+07:00

why guys would wear these.i have no idea.

Is missing you part of the plan?

2004-03-10T12:16:00.000+07:00

Just..blah.

stairway to heaven.yeah.

2004-03-09T22:14:00.000+07:00

Led Zeppelin

What Classic Band Are You?
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WTF?!?

2004-03-09T10:42:00.000+07:00

So...of all the dumbest thing people have said..this takes the cake.
my cable went off the other day so..naturally i called the customer service right?
the convo goes something like this.

Customer service :"Customer Service this is ___ how may i help you?"
Me :" Hi, Yeah I'm Customer #___ and my cable just went off"
Customer service :" okay, mam have you tried blablahblahbla and blah?"
Me :" Yup and yup.tried all of them.nothing seems to work."
Customer service :" Well, mam, do you know what the problem is?"

okay. Hello...if i have known what the problem is with my cable,why in the hell should i be calling you for help?!? i was completely speechless for about..10 seconds..but, lucky for me,i got a hold of my bitchiness back.

Me :"well, i wouldn't be calling you if i know what the problem is,
am i ?"
Customer service :"uhhmm..right mam, but maybe you could give us your
opinion on what went wrong.."
Me :"Okay..well..my opinion is , that my cable went off and
haven't been on for the last 2 hrs.how about that? Good
enough for you?"
Customer service :"Well okay, mam, we will let you know in an hour"

The trouble that people go through just to get help.

some people are just so darn lucky.

2004-03-06T17:20:00.000+07:00

Lucky Bitch.

=P

oooh.He gets his own gas.

2004-03-06T17:11:00.000+07:00

Turns out celebrities are not super heroes.They're all perfectly normal humans after all.They can get their own gas.

he kinda looks more and more like chris martin everytime i see him don't ya think?

The one where Mela has a Mid life crisis..at the age of 20.

2004-03-06T16:57:00.000+07:00

It just occured to me.
This time next year, i'll be busy with my TKA and i'll be graduating , hopefully, in May/June of next year.
How Real is That?!?
I'm not ready to go into the real world.
I'm not ready to have responsibilities. I can't even bloody heat water for god's sake. How in the hell am i expect to be responsible for my life?
Oh.God. And then i have to get a job. get a husband.make kids.hopefully not getting a divorce.have a great career.and trying to die happy.
OH.GOD.i want to go back to when i was only 5 years old. the only think that i was worried about was whether i could pee in the toilet or not.

Hmmmmmm...

2004-03-04T09:56:00.000+07:00

So wrong yet..so unbelieveably right.

Past the point of reason i just want you to believe...

2004-03-02T12:43:00.000+07:00

I still want to be wih him?
is that wrong?
I just....can't stop thinking that maybe what i did was wrong.
But, i know it's for the best...right?
But. The thing is... we still talk like nothing has happened.
We act as if everything is alright.
Maybe that's why there's still this huge weight hanging on my shoulder.
Maybe that's why i still have this feeling that we're going to work out all these shit.
but, what if we don't?
Then what?
Maybe i should just try to keep my feet before i fall.again.

All Hail the Age of Penn.

2004-03-01T13:13:00.000+07:00

Sean Penn that is.
Because..he deserves this,after Dead Man Walking.I am Sam.etc. he bloody deserved this.Can't give enough props to him.

We got Oscars...We got Oscars!!!!!!!

2004-03-01T12:56:00.000+07:00

LOTR:ROTK. YupYupyup.....i'm just so giddy right now....11 Oscars for gods sakes!!!!!!!...after 3 bloody long years.

Peter Jackson, even though you got some weird ass fashion sense goin out...i could just kiss your chicken legs right now...that's how much i love ya..peter!!! Go witcha bad self baybeh...you deserve it...every one of the 11 oscars.you.earned.it.